now you know.

i love you not in a selfish “say it back” way i do not need you but it’s a feeling strong enough that to leave it unsaid after all this time would be something worse than lying

you can’t, anyways

you have me feeling obligated to conceal the storm running through my veins but i am a forest fire the sheer force of which must be admired to put me out would be a travesty -lw  

inevitable

unfair that convenient times for others are inconvenient like how you decided the time was finally right and you were finally ready after i spent what felt like all my seconds pushing you down into my feet when you used to occupy my brain and i swear i almost had you down to my ankles …

you still can

fight the feeling that you are grasping at tendrils of uncertainty at least you are grasping for something at all -lw